New Year's Resolution two:
I just thought of this... I need to stop calling myself "fat" and stop all the "self-hate."
Even when I do it, it ticks me off... and I'm actually looking pretty good for me... I've lost some noticeable weight since my move to Chicago... and my legs are at least 98% muscle... so I look pretty ok. So I need to stop being a bastard to myself... because there are plenty of people who will be bastards to me for me.
Have a nice night :)